i wish to throw open my apologies to anyone i've been less than freindly to this past week or two because .... well its my fault and i cant blame my personal life but basicallythe bottom fell out of it all to me :([/QUOTE]
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[/QUOTE]it gets hard you know when you think you have it right sorted to the way you like it and ....... it can all go to the drains so FAST >:([/QUOTE]
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[/QUOTE]i started a new band a two months ago? around about and my life has been whirlwind since then on the eve of our first gig I was thrown from the band.... the band that I STARTED. i am no krupa but Im a better drummer than the flashy leather jacket wearer they replaced me with,[/QUOTE]
[/QUOTE]but thats all I getb ecause he has a van and offers cheap/free drugs....[/QUOTE]
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[/QUOTE]and to make that part of my life worse i was struggling to patch things to my band when my girl Ali left me .... been dating her since 2007 and i didnt think to it ending like this .... i just didnt ever....[/QUOTE]
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[/QUOTE]theres some more bad things in my life and i know these arent exuses but maybe more an explaination.... i will stop with the negetive posting i guess sometimes there are people on this forums who really have EARNED it though.... LOL but i am again sorry.[/QUOTE]
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[/QUOTE]best of luck to you all and i hope you.[/QUOTE]
andreas_mercury