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hey I am going to change my name. brb
let me see if this worked
Hey Deac
Hahaahaahaahaaha I changed my name and now I feel all giddy.
Ya think Charles will figure it out? I haven’t posted any on this board for a while because I was afraid I would rock the board again. I really care about people and Charles is a special person to me but the mixture of us both on this board causes such a reaction that the negativity grows.
He’ll figure it out. He’ll know I changed my name if he checks his old threads. Damn it!
I forgot about that.
But I wanted to tell you you’re right about the fact that everyone gets a little unhappy sometimes. And we (the miss match) are working on it. I was listening to someone talking about relationships and how so many people love each other but end up in a hit and miss pattern. They have this problem getting on the same page at the same time.
So now I am dragging him into a conversation with me. And in compromise, I am cleaning my filthy dirty dusty house because I know that says love to him.
Why? Why does keeping a clean fucking house say love to him? It says I have to be a fucking servant to me…..well I guess servant hood is a part of a marital relationship.
But I think I know some of what has bothered me all these years.
I feel as if he has attempted to keep me sort of isolated from developing other relationships with others ……….even of the same sex…because he thinks he doesn’t need others and therefore no one should have that need and its not a real need in his eyes.
But I have realized that it is a need for me. I have a need to have friends. I have a need to converse with others who have similar interests or to get a wider perspective on the views of others. I love people and love to visits other personal cultures. And I do believe I am probably looking for a few I can talk to about anything,
But as far as physically actually fooling around with someone else………I am not interested in that. I thought I might be but then I rethought the reality of that and realized how awful the repercussions would be.
What are your thoughts?
Hahaahaahaahaaha I changed my name and now I feel all giddy.
Ya think Charles will figure it out? I haven’t posted any on this board for a while because I was afraid I would rock the board again. I really care about people and Charles is a special person to me but the mixture of us both on this board causes such a reaction that the negativity grows.
He’ll figure it out. He’ll know I changed my name if he checks his old threads. Damn it!
I forgot about that.
But I wanted to tell you you’re right about the fact that everyone gets a little unhappy sometimes. And we (the miss match) are working on it. I was listening to someone talking about relationships and how so many people love each other but end up in a hit and miss pattern. They have this problem getting on the same page at the same time.
So now I am dragging him into a conversation with me. And in compromise, I am cleaning my filthy dirty dusty house because I know that says love to him.
Why? Why does keeping a clean fucking house say love to him? It says I have to be a fucking servant to me…..well I guess servant hood is a part of a marital relationship.
But I think I know some of what has bothered me all these years.
I feel as if he has attempted to keep me sort of isolated from developing other relationships with others ……….even of the same sex…because he thinks he doesn’t need others and therefore no one should have that need and its not a real need in his eyes.
But I have realized that it is a need for me. I have a need to have friends. I have a need to converse with others who have similar interests or to get a wider perspective on the views of others. I love people and love to visits other personal cultures. And I do believe I am probably looking for a few I can talk to about anything,
But as far as physically actually fooling around with someone else………I am not interested in that. I thought I might be but then I rethought the reality of that and realized how awful the repercussions would be.
What are your thoughts?