to me it doesnt feel like depression.its a hunch,thats all.But like you rightly point out..its different. Its just I feel underneath this illness theres still my usual spirit, it just lacks its backing band, so to speak. Whereas when i was depressed, I just lost my usual spark.
i dont get all the self hate stuff either. before my anger was complex and deep rooted, linked to my relationships with people, my attitude towards life, my progress and my future. now I just wish i still had the same oomph behind me!
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Brenski is right, all of your symptoms can be a result of depression. But you are very right to have all other causes ruled out first. I have suffered from clinical depression for most of my adult life. Thankfully it has been kept under control with the right medication for that past few years. But, in 1996...I experienced extreme fatigue to the point of not even being able to get out of bed, dizziness, and alot of joint and muscle pain. After a few tests, it was discovered that I had Systemic Lupus. Many more women get lupus than men, but men can get it... perhaps you should mention it to your doctor? Just a thought. Good luck!
:) Feel better soon!!
I will make sure to prey for you.
Dear Big C
I understand how you feel as I myself suffered severe depression. Depression can manifest itself in many ways and have varying symptoms. However, if you are concerned that there is something else, ask your doctor to do a full physical examination as these symptoms can also match other illnesses. I recently was suffering from fatigue, muscle cramps and twitches and thought it might be something more sinister and my doctor did full blood tests. What came up was possible type 2 diabetes. My doctor also said that a lot of those symptoms match stress.
The upside is, try not to worry too much as this adds further to your stress. And maybe you may need to seek some counselling as well - please don't take offence at this as I overcame my depression by working with an excellent psychiatrist. There is no shame in admitting you have problems but it is silly not to reach out and get professional help when you need it not to mention talking about your problems with your friends and family. I hope you are feeling better soon.
I understand how you feel as I myself suffered severe depression. Depression can manifest itself in many ways and have varying symptoms. However, if you are concerned that there is something else, ask your doctor to do a full physical examination as these symptoms can also match other illnesses. I recently was suffering from fatigue, muscle cramps and twitches and thought it might be something more sinister and my doctor did full blood tests. What came up was possible type 2 diabetes. My doctor also said that a lot of those symptoms match stress.
The upside is, try not to worry too much as this adds further to your stress. And maybe you may need to seek some counselling as well - please don't take offence at this as I overcame my depression by working with an excellent psychiatrist. There is no shame in admitting you have problems but it is silly not to reach out and get professional help when you need it not to mention talking about your problems with your friends and family. I hope you are feeling better soon.
Im so sure it isnt depression. I know from what Ive described it sounds like it. I dont know if stress comes into it, to be quite honest I think its an illness because like i said I kept going out throughout november and december..and I didnt feel emotionally bad..just physically. and lately ive just decided to lay low till it gets better
they have tested me for diabetis
they have tested me for diabetis
Sometimes your gut feeling is the right one - that is your instinct that it isn't depression may be correct.
What I am trying to say is whatever it may be that you might have, try not to stress too much about it. I know that might sound like I'm just placating you, but stress is a BIG factor in everything we do. If you do have an illness that you need to combat you need to give your body the best chance to do it by being calm and focussing on getting well.
If you are diagnosed with an illness, research it thoroughly on the internet or your local library. Try to find out as much as possible about it and what sort of therapies can be used to treat it. You may feel less pissed off if you know exactly what you are dealing with.
Again, please believe me that I am saying this because I want to help you. I hope that everything does go well for you.
What I am trying to say is whatever it may be that you might have, try not to stress too much about it. I know that might sound like I'm just placating you, but stress is a BIG factor in everything we do. If you do have an illness that you need to combat you need to give your body the best chance to do it by being calm and focussing on getting well.
If you are diagnosed with an illness, research it thoroughly on the internet or your local library. Try to find out as much as possible about it and what sort of therapies can be used to treat it. You may feel less pissed off if you know exactly what you are dealing with.
Again, please believe me that I am saying this because I want to help you. I hope that everything does go well for you.
yeah but its hard to combat it because I want to be out there doing stuff..Im restless. I know I cant,but it doesnt stop me getting angry about it,feeling lonely and isolated.
basically im stuck in a very dark period
basically im stuck in a very dark period
yeah but its hard to combat it because I want to be out there doing stuff..Im restless. I know I cant,but it doesnt stop me getting angry about it,feeling lonely and isolated.all u need is a hug honey..*hugs*luv ya...
basically im stuck in a very dark period
When my grandma died, I was sad but do ya know what made me feel better? The thought of her being in a better place.Your grandad is in a place where there is no killing,pain,saddness,and hate.He is in a place where there is , joy, love, and peace. And someday my friend you will be see him again. oooxxx
When my grandma died, I was sad but do ya know what made me feel better? The thought of her being in a better place.Your grandad is in a place where there is no killing,pain,saddness,and hate.He is in a place where there is , joy, love, and peace. And someday my friend you will be see him again. oooxxxthat is so touching...*tear*
Thank you Queen_Sao!:)
Thank you Queen_Sao!:)your welcome...my grama died a few years back i was so sad...i was crying soooo much that i got massive headaches...
My prayers are with you. I just lost my Dad recently.i'm taking it a lot harder than I expected.Everyone has to grieve in their own way and you cannot rush the greiving process.I gave up thinking I would get over it.Now I know is that the best I can do is get through it.Your Dad has passed from the physical realm to the spiritual.I can feel Dads' presence often.But,we have to slow down and pay attention.If depression continues seek prof. help.Grief can effect serotinin levels & can be safely controlled. Peace be with you.we are eternal beings although painfull it is as natural as birth.