Thats right.. I am done doing the exit post gag.. in fact, this time I am leaving without doing an exit post..
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mike mike mike...
did u start writing?
did u start writing?
Harrumph. And I, sir, am a tractor wheel.
First of all.. I do NOT suffer ADHD in ANY aspect of the word.. IF you must know I do have a mental disorder of which ADHD is childs play compared to it. I used to be on all sorts of medications and could not think on my own what-so-ever.. I have spent many months inside the walls of a Mental institution, I have attempted suicide more times than Liz Taylor has been married.. and EACH time I get one step closer to actually achieving the goal.
I also suffer from SEVERE CHRONIC DEPRESSION, of which attributes to my suicidal tendencies, IF I am not depressed it is a GREAT day.. and I do mean DAY because I am almost always depressed.. HOWEVER I am not like Kadri and come in here telling everyone that I am gonna kill myself. I very seldom EVER tell anyone that I am gonna do that, in fact only 3 attempts at suicide have been just a cry for help.. the rest has been actual attempts that have been foiled by caring passerby's
While I was in the Navy I had a fever that kept me delerious most of the time, 30 days of 106 temps can do wonders to your brain I tell you.. you start to see things, hear things.. FEEL things that are not there.. I am telling you this WHY? Because I really don't give a Rats ass WHAT you think about me, but I do want you all to know what I am actually going through..
All my weird postings.. those are my attempts at staving off my depression without the drugs.. because if I start taking those drugs.. and I am sure that MANY of you wouldnt mind or care.. But if I were to start taking them, I would NOT be here chatting with any of you. I would be a basket case, unable to even hold my own head up due to the strength of the medications.
Oh sure.. I can see what you are thinking.. this guy has cried wolf so many times, said so many things that I do not believe him.. well.. again, I REALLY dont care. I know it is the truth, I know that EVERY DAY I have to FORCE myself to smile, every lame joke is told JUST to brighten my mood..
But you are right.. I have said things many times, so why is this any different.. because the depression is getting worse, and I feel that very soon, I will have no choice but to go see the doctors and get back on the Thorizine, Zoloft or Prozac.. and then.... all this. for me is gone.. you will not even exist in my head.. I will completely forget all about you and even more so, I will even forget about Queen..
So.. before you start to post long ADHD posts and think you can solve my problems.. remember.. I have been seeing shrinks long before most of you have been born.
I also suffer from SEVERE CHRONIC DEPRESSION, of which attributes to my suicidal tendencies, IF I am not depressed it is a GREAT day.. and I do mean DAY because I am almost always depressed.. HOWEVER I am not like Kadri and come in here telling everyone that I am gonna kill myself. I very seldom EVER tell anyone that I am gonna do that, in fact only 3 attempts at suicide have been just a cry for help.. the rest has been actual attempts that have been foiled by caring passerby's
While I was in the Navy I had a fever that kept me delerious most of the time, 30 days of 106 temps can do wonders to your brain I tell you.. you start to see things, hear things.. FEEL things that are not there.. I am telling you this WHY? Because I really don't give a Rats ass WHAT you think about me, but I do want you all to know what I am actually going through..
All my weird postings.. those are my attempts at staving off my depression without the drugs.. because if I start taking those drugs.. and I am sure that MANY of you wouldnt mind or care.. But if I were to start taking them, I would NOT be here chatting with any of you. I would be a basket case, unable to even hold my own head up due to the strength of the medications.
Oh sure.. I can see what you are thinking.. this guy has cried wolf so many times, said so many things that I do not believe him.. well.. again, I REALLY dont care. I know it is the truth, I know that EVERY DAY I have to FORCE myself to smile, every lame joke is told JUST to brighten my mood..
But you are right.. I have said things many times, so why is this any different.. because the depression is getting worse, and I feel that very soon, I will have no choice but to go see the doctors and get back on the Thorizine, Zoloft or Prozac.. and then.... all this. for me is gone.. you will not even exist in my head.. I will completely forget all about you and even more so, I will even forget about Queen..
So.. before you start to post long ADHD posts and think you can solve my problems.. remember.. I have been seeing shrinks long before most of you have been born.
Mike, I care and I'm sure that there are others that do as well.
Don't worry.
The weirdo (Mike) will be back.
The weirdo (Mike) will be back.
If Mike leaves, then see you in the chatroom then.
I've heard some shit in my time but that's taking the piss. So let's get this right you have to post worthless topics saying you're leaving at least twice a week to stave off depression. Is it on Doctor's orders? Do you have a certificate to prove this? Fuck off I'm not having it. *incredulous*
You self-pitying rant does not change my opinion of you Mike. Interesting that at no point in the rant do you actually aplologise for the pointless topics you post.
Oh, and typing severe chronic depression in capitals does not make the post any more effective.
"All my weird postings.. those are my attempts at staving off my depression without the drugs.. because if I start taking those drugs.. and I am sure that MANY of you wouldnt mind or care.. But if I were to start taking them, I would NOT be here chatting with any of you. I would be a basket case, unable to even hold my own head up due to the strength of the medications."
- that paragraph is absolutley disgraceful. An attempt at moral blackmail along the lines of "let me post my shit or ill have to start back on the drugs". Its an insult to anyone who has had to fight medical problems of any kind. Very low indeed. You are pathetic.
I beleive every word you say; a grown man posting the stuff you do must have something wrong with his head; but your rant is just another form of attention seeking. Get over yourself.
Oh, and typing severe chronic depression in capitals does not make the post any more effective.
"All my weird postings.. those are my attempts at staving off my depression without the drugs.. because if I start taking those drugs.. and I am sure that MANY of you wouldnt mind or care.. But if I were to start taking them, I would NOT be here chatting with any of you. I would be a basket case, unable to even hold my own head up due to the strength of the medications."
- that paragraph is absolutley disgraceful. An attempt at moral blackmail along the lines of "let me post my shit or ill have to start back on the drugs". Its an insult to anyone who has had to fight medical problems of any kind. Very low indeed. You are pathetic.
I beleive every word you say; a grown man posting the stuff you do must have something wrong with his head; but your rant is just another form of attention seeking. Get over yourself.
I've heard some shit in my time but that's taking the piss. So let's get this right you have to post worthless topics saying you're leaving at least twice a week to stave off depression. Is it on Doctor's orders? Do you have a certificate to prove this? Fuck off I'm not having it. *incredulous*
Yeah, 'cos you can fucking well tell when people are faking it asshole...
And you must have Tourette's
Thats right.. I am done doing the exit post gag.. in fact, this time I am leaving without doing an exit post.. [/QUOTE
It's Ok. If you want, you can keep doing it. I thought it was funny. But I'll bet you anything Lepper is very,very happy. I don't think he liked it very much...
Mike I'd see a different Doctor if I were you. Zoloft and Prozac are both drugs to treat depression. Why take both of them at the same time? Thorazine is mostly used to treat Schizophrenia or psychotic thoughts/delusions. But you are not to take Thorazine and an antidepressant at the same time. Thorazine is most commonly prescribed in children that have been diagnosed as being psychotic as most antidepressants are not suitable for children. Also Thorazine is a drug of low potency, also makes it ideal for children. It can make you very sleepy though.
You should definitely not be taking all of those medications at the same time. When I talk to you in chat you are very normal. When I see your posts on here you seem more Bi Polar to me. You have manic states and depressive states. Talk to your doctor about Depakote. It is a mood stabalizer. We are all Bi Polar to some extent though. ;)
Anyone else need mental health advice? I charge $100/hour.
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You should definitely not be taking all of those medications at the same time. When I talk to you in chat you are very normal. When I see your posts on here you seem more Bi Polar to me. You have manic states and depressive states. Talk to your doctor about Depakote. It is a mood stabalizer. We are all Bi Polar to some extent though. ;)
Anyone else need mental health advice? I charge $100/hour.
:)
Help me Lisser...LOL!
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