To each his own.
However, it must be stated that I am not mentally ill.
"I think therefore I am."
Same thing applies to what I think of myself.
In the end, I am my own judge.
Oh, and to those who want to taunt me and keep throwing sand into my face, and call me "crazy" ... the lot of you need to go blow it out your arse! lol
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If you are contemplating suicide and think that Freddie is giving you permission or not giving you permission, you really need to get help quickly. This is not normal thinking.
Donna,
I appreciate that you are just trying to help. I hope that those who relate to what you are saying take it to heart. For me, I do not contemplate suicide whatsoever, because I know that suicide is considered "harming or killing a human being", and I would only end up in the lower levels, which some would call "hell." I have self worth, but I have found it on my own, completely independently of anyone from the other side. I do admit to finding some encouragement from the other side, as do many, especially the people who believe in God. However, I do not dwell on dead people constantly. It would be easy for me to do so, because I have no older relatives in my family left -- they are all dead. Only I remain, and I am only 36. So, you see, it would be so easy for me to slip into that other world to escape the reality that I don't have any older and wiser family members left here, but I don't because I want to live life in the here and now. I have a purpose on this earth, something that I must fulfill before my time is done.
As for me seeking out the dead ... they come to me, and for a specific reason. Otherwise, I just live my life normally without spiritual intervention. I was once in a place where the spirit world was bombarding me to the point that I thought I was going crazy, but I was directed by Freddie to another medium, who has helped me to develop a block to things that would otherwise harm me emotionally. I no longer "get lost" in that world, and even though I do believe whole-heartedly that the REAL Freddie Mercury visited me in spirit, I try to find others who are seemingly "lost", in a bid to help them to reach the point in their lives that they move on from "wishful thinking" and constant "communion with the dead."
Thus, I do not believe that I suffer from any type of mental illness, nor do I think I am going crazy. There are others in the world like me, who hear from those who have passed on, and the ones who are FOR REAL, need to come to a place in their spiritual and psychic development that they are able to "be here now." Mediums who are not aware that they are mediums may believe they are suffering from mental illness when they suddenly are bombarded by the spirit world, and it is up to people like me to seek out those who make these claims of speaking to the dead to find out if they are for real or suffering from "wishful thinking", which in the end will lead to mental illness and delusion. I do not do this on my own, as I do have a spiritual advisor who helps me to do this for others. Many people with the gift of spirit channelling out in the world are lonely and suffering from some sort of depression and past trauma. This can fuel their gift and sometimes make it go into "overdrive", and if it is not dealt with properly, it can cause even the potential medium to lose their mind. It is my strong belief that this is the very thing that the "Freddie spirit" is doing ... he seeks out those who seem to be in some sort of trouble, then he brings them to others who share in the same types of experiences, and from there, to more experienced people to get help and support. It is my hope that Freddie continues to bring more people to me, and to the others who are dedicated to help anyone in this type of crisis.
If anyone reads my story on my Freddie website, they will know what a precarious place that I was in. The story draws you into the same world that I was in whilst you read it, otherwise, it would do no good. So, now, the secret is out. The purpose of Freddie's TRUE VISITATIONS (and yes, there are false ones!) are for the purpose of helping others to live their lives instead of always looking to the dead for the answers to the meaning of life. There are many who believe that Freddie is their soul mate or lover, and this is not REALITY, it is only an enhancement of what the
I appreciate that you are just trying to help. I hope that those who relate to what you are saying take it to heart. For me, I do not contemplate suicide whatsoever, because I know that suicide is considered "harming or killing a human being", and I would only end up in the lower levels, which some would call "hell." I have self worth, but I have found it on my own, completely independently of anyone from the other side. I do admit to finding some encouragement from the other side, as do many, especially the people who believe in God. However, I do not dwell on dead people constantly. It would be easy for me to do so, because I have no older relatives in my family left -- they are all dead. Only I remain, and I am only 36. So, you see, it would be so easy for me to slip into that other world to escape the reality that I don't have any older and wiser family members left here, but I don't because I want to live life in the here and now. I have a purpose on this earth, something that I must fulfill before my time is done.
As for me seeking out the dead ... they come to me, and for a specific reason. Otherwise, I just live my life normally without spiritual intervention. I was once in a place where the spirit world was bombarding me to the point that I thought I was going crazy, but I was directed by Freddie to another medium, who has helped me to develop a block to things that would otherwise harm me emotionally. I no longer "get lost" in that world, and even though I do believe whole-heartedly that the REAL Freddie Mercury visited me in spirit, I try to find others who are seemingly "lost", in a bid to help them to reach the point in their lives that they move on from "wishful thinking" and constant "communion with the dead."
Thus, I do not believe that I suffer from any type of mental illness, nor do I think I am going crazy. There are others in the world like me, who hear from those who have passed on, and the ones who are FOR REAL, need to come to a place in their spiritual and psychic development that they are able to "be here now." Mediums who are not aware that they are mediums may believe they are suffering from mental illness when they suddenly are bombarded by the spirit world, and it is up to people like me to seek out those who make these claims of speaking to the dead to find out if they are for real or suffering from "wishful thinking", which in the end will lead to mental illness and delusion. I do not do this on my own, as I do have a spiritual advisor who helps me to do this for others. Many people with the gift of spirit channelling out in the world are lonely and suffering from some sort of depression and past trauma. This can fuel their gift and sometimes make it go into "overdrive", and if it is not dealt with properly, it can cause even the potential medium to lose their mind. It is my strong belief that this is the very thing that the "Freddie spirit" is doing ... he seeks out those who seem to be in some sort of trouble, then he brings them to others who share in the same types of experiences, and from there, to more experienced people to get help and support. It is my hope that Freddie continues to bring more people to me, and to the others who are dedicated to help anyone in this type of crisis.
If anyone reads my story on my Freddie website, they will know what a precarious place that I was in. The story draws you into the same world that I was in whilst you read it, otherwise, it would do no good. So, now, the secret is out. The purpose of Freddie's TRUE VISITATIONS (and yes, there are false ones!) are for the purpose of helping others to live their lives instead of always looking to the dead for the answers to the meaning of life. There are many who believe that Freddie is their soul mate or lover, and this is not REALITY, it is only an enhancement of what the
Donna,
I appreciate that you are just trying to help. I hope that those who relate to what you are saying take it to heart. For me, I do not contemplate suicide whatsoever, because I know that suicide is considered "harming or killing a human being", and I would only end up in the lower levels, which some would call "hell." I have self worth, but I have found it on my own, completely independently of anyone from the other side. I do admit to finding some encouragement from the other side, as do many, especially the people who believe in God. However, I do not dwell on dead people constantly. It would be easy for me to do so, because I have no older relatives in my family left -- they are all dead. Only I remain, and I am only 36. So, you see, it would be so easy for me to slip into that other world to escape the reality that I don't have any older and wiser family members left here, but I don't because I want to live life in the here and now. I have a purpose on this earth, something that I must fulfill before my time is done.
As for me seeking out the dead ... they come to me, and for a specific reason. Otherwise, I just live my life normally without spiritual intervention. I was once in a place where the spirit world was bombarding me to the point that I thought I was going crazy, but I was directed by Freddie to another medium, who has helped me to develop a block to things that would otherwise harm me emotionally. I no longer "get lost" in that world, and even though I do believe whole-heartedly that the REAL Freddie Mercury visited me in spirit, I try to find others who are seemingly "lost", in a bid to help them to reach the point in their lives that they move on from "wishful thinking" and constant "communion with the dead."
Thus, I do not believe that I suffer from any type of mental illness, nor do I think I am going crazy. There are others in the world like me, who hear from those who have passed on, and the ones who are FOR REAL, need to come to a place in their spiritual and psychic development that they are able to "be here now." Mediums who are not aware that they are mediums may believe they are suffering from mental illness when they suddenly are bombarded by the spirit world, and it is up to people like me to seek out those who make these claims of speaking to the dead to find out if they are for real or suffering from "wishful thinking", which in the end will lead to mental illness and delusion. I do not do this on my own, as I do have a spiritual advisor who helps me to do this for others. Many people with the gift of spirit channelling out in the world are lonely and suffering from some sort of depression and past trauma. This can fuel their gift and sometimes make it go into "overdrive", and if it is not dealt with properly, it can cause even the potential medium to lose their mind. It is my strong belief that this is the very thing that the "Freddie spirit" is doing ... he seeks out those who seem to be in some sort of trouble, then he brings them to others who share in the same types of experiences, and from there, to more experienced people to get help and support. It is my hope that Freddie continues to bring more people to me, and to the others who are dedicated to help anyone in this type of crisis.
If anyone reads my story on my Freddie website, they will know what a precarious place that I was in. The story draws you into the same world that I was in whilst you read it, otherwise, it would do no good. So, now, the secret is out. The purpose of Freddie's TRUE VISITATIONS (and yes, there are false ones!) are for the purpose of helping others to live their lives instead of always looking to the dead for the answers to the meaning of life. There are many who believe that Freddie is their soul mate or lover, and th
That is SO amazing...wow.