The Sweet 16th QAYT...yay! the thread's getting its license!

^It would! I can hear it now: "I think Steve's comin' out of the closet!"

I'd be like: "Hell yeah bitch!"

I'd confuse the hell out of everybody, I can't wait! Not that I already am... ;)

^Hehe! Wow...I've been kind of a loser in my last posts! I'm not being that fun to talk to...it's just..well, you know. ;) Anyway, what did you do today? :)

^Well, today I went to a baby's 1st birthday party at a church. While I was their I thought it wouldn't hurt to pray to God regarding my confusion. I'm really scared of the consequences.

^Awwwww! Don't say that! God will love you no matter what! :)

^According to the Bible I'm going straight to hell. I've been brought up to be religious. You break a sin, you go to hell. Its sad, but thats what I believe. And unfortunatly "this" is something I've been fighting my entire life. And it wasn't until just a month ago that I came to the realization that I've got to make up my mind. I can't continue living with this damn bull shit. It sucks and I wish I wasn't going through this.

I'm scared and I've been discussing this whole thing with my best friend. But I'm afraid she looks at me differently. Like I'm 100% you know what. And I'm not. If anything its more like 50/50 and its a matter of time until things weigh out.

^ He talks alot... I like him.

^Yeah, that's what I've been taught(before I changed religions)...but I still don't belive that's true. Doesn't it also say that God loves all people in the bible? I cannot be told what to belive because I have my own mind. I know that this is very hard for you...I am so sorry...
^grr! She outposted me! I still like her! :D

^Yes, God loves all people. However, its satan who steals you and takes you to the hell. I'm asking for God's forgiveness because I'm giving in to the devil. I've failed God, its something I feel bad about.

I totally feel like shit...not only have I failed God, but I've just invited myself to eternity in hell.

Could we change the subject? This is uncomfortable, I think I'm gonna puke if I continue this...

^Personally, if you are going to try to be something that you are not, I think that the only person that you are going to fail is yourself. :) I know that I sound really crazy, but I have really strong feelings about this. I don't agree with the bible...I may go to hell for it...but I'm not going to live my life prejudice against people like that. :(
We can change the subject(sorry, I just saw your edited post). :) What do you want to talk about? :)

^Its really sad, and I've heard that before (what you said). I want to agree with you, I really do. I don't know...I know what I want but I'm a chicken for not going for it... :(

And its not my fault for how I've become. A lot of my childhood has a lot to do with who I am. It sucks...

Don't worry about changing the subject, this is probably the best thing for me. I'm interested in hearing more about your opinions on living. It sounds appealing...

^of course it's not your fault! My dad just got home from his girlfriend's house. He took my little brother and they made S'mores with her four kids. Sounded like fun....I went to a coffee shop and listened to live music tonight...:)
Edut: Oh really? xD I've got some very interesting ideas about living! :P

^Lovely, sounded like fun. :)

Who did you listen to?

^Go ahead...

^Yeah..it was! I was still kinda felling sad, but the guy that was playing guitar was amazing and it cheered me up a bit. He sang a lot of Jack Johnson...it was beautiful! He had a REALLY awesome voice! P.S I really just belive that you should always do what your heart tells you and you should respect other people's lifestyles...:)

^Did your dad ask if you wanted to come?

^Yeah...but I wasn't ready to go back. P.S Having my "could be future step-brother" hit on me again would creep me out(AND by a campfire...even worse!). ;)