the pretentious and random random thoughts thread.

My random thought...

I wake up fighting to live every morning
And I end up busy, busy doing nothing
You tell me I've got a lot to live for
Yet where's the loving?
I can't see love in your eyes anymore

All day long there's nothing except bad critisism
Every single second, I feel like I'm in a prison
I can't live a life of my own, I can never be alone
You make me feel as though I'm going to cry,
But instead I just sigh and I pray to die

With no one to talk to,
I've got nothing left to give
With no one to turn to,
You know baby, I've got no reason to live

Jealousy and hiding won't cure anything
Telling me white lies won't cure a thing
So, instead of telling me, "You're all right, Jake'
Why can't you accept it that I'm a mistake?
I know what's in my mind, I live what's in my head
But at the end of the day, you know I feel it
It wouldn't be bad, if you put a pistol to my head

'Cause with no one to talk to,
I've got nothing left to give
With no one to turn to,
You know baby, I've got no reason to live

I give you love, but you won't accept it
I give you a kiss, but you fake it
With all these lies thrown around
I've got to learn to accept it

'Cause with no one to talk to,
I've got nothing left to give
With no one to turn to,
You know baby, I've got no reason to live

'Cause with no one to talk to,
I've got nothing left to give
With no one to turn to,
You know baby, I've got no reason to live...
... no reason to live

still waiting for my free case of wine

[QUOTE][QUOTENAME]<font color="#FF00FF">its_a_hard_life wrote: [/QUOTENAME][QUOTE][QUOTENAME]Zebonka12 wrote: [/QUOTENAME]A girl asks me to camp outside her house and get drunk.
I should tell her to lose the boyfriend first, right?[/QUOTE]

Is that the girl you used to like????

[/QUOTE]

Her and her friend, yeah.

Friend #1 and Friend #2 I'll call them,
#1 asked me to come over on the weekend because #2 thought I would say "No" if #2 asked.

Quick summary; I was (sort of still am) in love with #1 for 2 years of my stinking life. She's got a boyfriend.
#2 wouldn't touch me in a million years and quite frankly the feeling's mutual. She's yuck.

They both stopped talking to me about a month ago because I'm a jerk or something. I somewhat mended things with #1 because she showed an interest in at least being civil.
I don't feel like even talking to #2 because we've had a million arguments in the past and I don't think it'll change now.

Visiting them would be simple, and probably fun, if I'd just get past my hang-ups.
Why then, don't I feel like it? :/ Hmmmm...

Does anyone else not think that Vernon Kay is a bit of a fool??
It's kinda worrying seeing as I have the same surname as him...
And Peter Kay...

[QUOTE][QUOTENAME]<font color=0099FF>Killer Queenie<h6>Boo wrote: [/QUOTENAME]Does anyone else not think that Vernon Kay is a bit of a fool??
It's kinda worrying seeing as I have the same surname as him...
And Peter Kay...[/QUOTE]

a fool?
no,he's far past that stage.i have to change channel when he appears,the idiot does my head in.he must have a big dick though to be married to 'Laceys' daughter Tess Daly,theres no other reason she would marry him is there?

[QUOTE][QUOTENAME]JoxerThePhilosipherPirate wrote: [/QUOTENAME][QUOTE][QUOTENAME]<font color=0099FF>Killer Queenie<h6>Boo wrote: [/QUOTENAME]Does anyone else not think that Vernon Kay is a bit of a fool??
It's kinda worrying seeing as I have the same surname as him...
And Peter Kay...[/QUOTE]

a fool?
no,he's far past that stage.i have to change channel when he appears,the idiot does my head in.he must have a big dick though to be married to 'Laceys' daughter Tess Daly,theres no other reason she would marry him is there?[/QUOTE]

LMAO!!!
It worried me that I have the same surname as him... It worries me greatly...
I actually do have an uncle called Peter Kay - but not the comedian Peter Kay...

Ugh....I've hit a major case of writers block. I had a 17 hour marathon this weekend writing my 39 page plan B paper. Still had another paper due (at least the rough draft of it) at 3:00...just turned 8 pages into my reviewer and it's TOTAL SHITE! The writing part of my brain has sputtered to a halt. I figure it's a combo of marathon writing session from this weekend and no sleep this week cause I've been researching the 8 pages. Friends invited me out for beer and I can't! :-( I need SLEEP!
But at least now I can take 3 days off of writing...to judge at the State History Day held at the university this year, go to a concert Friday night and then go to my sister's baby shower.
I wanna go to bed, but I've got a damn study session for my student's final exam tonight at 7:00. Idiots anyway....

But then guess who is coming to campus that I'm going to see Friday night? Here are two hints:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O_3XRx8EnuI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zhpqXbndFvQ

HE IS MY DRUG. WHO IS? JIMI HENDRIX. WHY, YOU ASK? WHAT A STUPID QUESTION... :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

TERM PAPER PARTY ALL NIGHT LONG.

WHOA BABY THIS WILL BE GRAND.

Not.

[QUOTE][QUOTENAME]<font color=0099FF>Killer Queenie<h6>Boo wrote: [/QUOTENAME][QUOTE][QUOTENAME]JoxerThePhilosipherPirate wrote: [/QUOTENAME][QUOTE][QUOTENAME]<font color=0099FF>Killer Queenie<h6>Boo wrote: [/QUOTENAME]Does anyone else not think that Vernon Kay is a bit of a fool??
It's kinda worrying seeing as I have the same surname as him...
And Peter Kay...[/QUOTE]

a fool?
no,he's far past that stage.i have to change channel when he appears,the idiot does my head in.he must have a big dick though to be married to 'Laceys' daughter Tess Daly,theres no other reason she would marry him is there?[/QUOTE]

LMAO!!!
It worried me that I have the same surname as him... It worries me greatly...
I actually do have an uncle called Peter Kay - but not the comedian Peter Kay...
[/QUOTE]

It scares me too darlin... it scares me too!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I'VE BEEN ON THE PHONE FOR AGES TO SOMEONE ABROAD. MY THROAT IS SORE. XD

[QUOTE][QUOTENAME]<font color="#FF00FF">its_a_hard_life wrote: [/QUOTENAME]AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I'VE BEEN ON THE PHONE FOR AGES TO SOMEONE ABROAD. MY THROAT IS SORE. XD

[/QUOTE]

nope, i shall be a good boy and not make ANY comment whatsoever about lubricating the throat and back away from the keyboard..

[QUOTE][QUOTENAME]HistoryGirl wrote: [/QUOTENAME]Ugh....I've hit a major case of writers block. I had a 17 hour marathon this weekend writing my 39 page plan B paper. Still had another paper due (at least the rough draft of it) at 3:00...just turned 8 pages into my reviewer and it's TOTAL SHITE! The writing part of my brain has sputtered to a halt. I figure it's a combo of marathon writing session from this weekend and no sleep this week cause I've been researching the 8 pages. Friends invited me out for beer and I can't! :-( I need SLEEP!
But at least now I can take 3 days off of writing...to judge at the State History Day held at the university this year, go to a concert Friday night and then go to my sister's baby shower.
I wanna go to bed, but I've got a damn study session for my student's final exam tonight at 7:00. Idiots anyway....

But then guess who is coming to campus that I'm going to see Friday night? Here are two hints:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O_3XRx8EnuI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zhpqXbndFvQ[/QUOTE]

ooh,lucky you!
i love those 2 songs :-]
im still oohing and aaahing over KT at Eden.its a bugger to get to without a car

http://i136.photobucket.com/albums/q167/LuigiValentino/MySpace%20Comments/birthdaysuit.jpg

There are so many things wrong with this picture, I don't even know where to start.

last day of classes tomorrow!!!

hazahh!!

finals next week!

booo!!!


ps...i hate james blunt's voice.