why are some people just so horroble and cruel? why do people find it funny to make u look like a fool infront of the entire school to the point where u self harm, are to scared be around people and have panic attacks ever day?!?!?! whats so funny about makeing some one feel so down they just feel so alone and useless. and when that happenes and u try to stand up to urself they get u into trouble with the teachers for swearing or something that is just rediculous, i HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE those kind of people!!!!!!!!!! if people are going to be fuckers then why dont they go fuck themself,
and whats so funny about cutting?!?!?!?! if you cut its because u have something realy realy getting you down and when u cut it makes u feel better an opens ur mind oto sort out that problem, nd yes it hurts and it is so annoying when people keep saying "whats happened to ur arm?" whilst trying not to laugh with all their friends backing them up, fucking coward. and then these this guy who keeps on comeing up to me and pretending to cut himself saying "oh im cutting myself im cutting myself this is so fun rock on!" and i fucking hate it, and yes i am trying to cut, and so far i have managed to stop, but i still get urges and i wanted to ask if ur gettin picked on then how do u make them fuck off and leave you alone and if u cut then how do u get rid of those urges to cut?
P.S if ur gonna leave a negative comment on here bout me then please just fuck off!!!! i've had enough of this shit from school and im asking for help not to be picked on more!!!!!!! if u dont like me for what ever reason then tough, im not gonna change who i am to satifiy u, and dont judge me by my fucking age!!!! im 13 so what! i still have a brain like u, were all human so why cant we all just fucking act like it!!!
catqueen · Member since
:/ hope things brighten up soon. Is there any counsellor or something in school that u could talk to? Or anyone who mite be able to stop people tormenting u? Or even somewhere u can go, or something u can do that mite help u control it when u feel like cutting?
john bodega · Member since
When you're down, try to remember that one day you'll be in your 20's or 30's or whatever, and the stuff that upset you when you were 13 won't even matter. It seems like a ways off, but you'll get there.
lifetimefanofqueen · Member since
catqueen wrote: :/ hope things brighten up soon. Is there any counsellor or something in school that u could talk to? Or anyone who mite be able to stop people tormenting u? Or even somewhere u can go, or something u can do that mite help u control it when u feel like cutting?
i've been to a counseller before, but it didnt help, he just made me feel worse, so these days i try to calm myfelf down, unfortunatly that way of calming myself down was cutting, but when i tryed to stop cutting before i wanted to find something else to do instead of cutting, so i took a load of tablets to try and make myself ill and i realy didnt care if i died or not, but i stopped like half way through cus i remembered about how Brian was in a similar state as me in the late 80's (i red this on wikipedia) so now when i feel like endin it or anythin like that i think of how Brian was in a similar state as me and how he is better now, and i try to do the same, and i have to say it is kinda working cus i havent cut in ages tho i still have the scars on my arm and the bastards at school to remind me of it every single day, i just wish that the people at school would just fuck off and leave me alone because they realy arent helping,
and btw thank u everyone for helping and not makeing me feel worse by saying that u think im perfetic or something like some bastards of youtube do, like when i commented of someones video that AIDS isnt funny cus they were laughing about it, so they replyed telling me that i am a failure and should go kill myself, which made me cut. but dont worry, that was like 3 or 4 months ago so it dont matter, people on youtube always say stuff like that, they suck
lifetimefanofqueen · Member since
Zebonka12 wrote: When you're down, try to remember that one day you'll be in your 20's or 30's or whatever, and the stuff that upset you when you were 13 won't even matter. It seems like a ways off, but you'll get there.
wow thanks, u actualy made me feel better about what jobs i wanna do cus at the moment i panic and all that, but thinking about it when i was little, the stuff that scared me then dosent scare me now, so it should be the same when im older, thank u for your help, ur awesome :D <3 <3 <3 <3
littlekillerham · Member since
Oh when you’re down and you’re looking for some cheering up
Then just head right on up to the candy mountain cave
When you get inside you find yourself a cheery land
Such a happy and joy filled and perky merry land
They’ve got lollipops and gummidrops and candy things
Oh so many things that will brighten up your day
It’s impossible to wear a frown in candy town
It’s the Mecca of love the candy cave
They’ve got jellybeans and coconut with little hats
Candy rats, chocolate bats, it’s a wonderland of sweets
Ride the candy train to town and hear the candy band
Candy bells, it’s a treat, as they march across the land
Cherry ribbons stream across the sky and to the ground
Turn around, it astounds, it’s a dancing candy treat
In the candy cave imagination runs so free
So now Charlie please will you go into the cave
lifetimefanofqueen · Member since
littlekillerham wrote: Oh when you’re down and you’re looking for some cheering up
Then just head right on up to the candy mountain cave
When you get inside you find yourself a cheery land
Such a happy and joy filled and perky merry land
They’ve got lollipops and gummidrops and candy things
Oh so many things that will brighten up your day
It’s impossible to wear a frown in candy town
It’s the Mecca of love the candy cave
They’ve got jellybeans and coconut with little hats
Candy rats, chocolate bats, it’s a wonderland of sweets
Ride the candy train to town and hear the candy band
Candy bells, it’s a treat, as they march across the land
Cherry ribbons stream across the sky and to the ground
Turn around, it astounds, it’s a dancing candy treat
In the candy cave imagination runs so free
So now Charlie please will you go into the cave
ROFL XD <3
littlekillerham · Member since
lifetimefanofqueen wrote: littlekillerham wrote: Oh when you’re down and you’re looking for some cheering up
Then just head right on up to the candy mountain cave
When you get inside you find yourself a cheery land
Such a happy and joy filled and perky merry land
They’ve got lollipops and gummidrops and candy things
Oh so many things that will brighten up your day
It’s impossible to wear a frown in candy town
It’s the Mecca of love the candy cave
They’ve got jellybeans and coconut with little hats
Candy rats, chocolate bats, it’s a wonderland of sweets
Ride the candy train to town and hear the candy band
Candy bells, it’s a treat, as they march across the land
Cherry ribbons stream across the sky and to the ground
Turn around, it astounds, it’s a dancing candy treat
In the candy cave imagination runs so free
So now Charlie please will you go into the cave
ROFL XD <3
i only said that because once i was at a swim meet, and one of my team mates was crying, so my friend sang that for her
lalaalalaa · Member since
First, stop swearing. It's not cool, whether you are 13 or 30. Second, take time to yourself. Pray for God to help you get through, you might get a plesant suprise. Finally, If you ignore these bad people long enough, they will get bored and move to someone else. Don't even look at them.
john bodega · Member since
There is literally nothing wrong with swearing.
lifetimefanofqueen · Member since
lalaalalaa wrote: First, stop swearing. It's not cool, whether you are 13 or 30. Second, take time to yourself. Pray for God to help you get through, you might get a plesant suprise. Finally, If you ignore these bad people long enough, they will get bored and move to someone else. Don't even look at them.
but im not religious
and thanks for the help, to everyone who did help :) xxxx
thomasquinn 32989 · Member since
lalaalalaa wrote: First, stop swearing. It's not cool, whether you are 13 or 30. Second, take time to yourself. Pray for God to help you get through, you might get a plesant suprise. Finally, If you ignore these bad people long enough, they will get bored and move to someone else. Don't even look at them. ====
Oh, great. An evangelist.
lalaalalaa · Member since
I'm a Baptist. Besides, there are people in the world who don't find swearing appropriate.
I also don't see why you wouldn't want to try prayer since you have nothing to lose.
john bodega · Member since
"Besides, there are people in the world who don't find swearing appropriate"
Well that's cool - you don't have to swear.
Sergei. · Member since
lalaalalaa wrote:
I also don't see why you wouldn't want to try prayer since you have nothing to lose.
You also have nothing to lose by meditating to become one with the Dao, but as a Christian you'd probably be a bit put off if someone tried to tell you to do something that you didn't believe in.
