i think i have an addiction to my medication, plz HELP!!!!!

mooghead wrote: lifetimefanofqueen wrote: im scared of talking on the phone, it gives me panic attacks, and its so rare that i ever talk on the phone! and im to nervous to tell a doctor because i can never bring myself to give my point of view, i can online, but its hard in person, i dont talk much, i dont even look people in the face so how the hell can i tell someone i think im addicted to my pills if i cant look them in the face or even start a converstation!

  Good answer, asking people who share the same taste in music than you is obviously the best thing to do then. I feel stupid now. Ffs.

How old are you? Serious question.

im 13,

and what dose thats Ffs thing mean?

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lifetimefanofqueen wrote: [/QUOTENAME] 

and what dose thats Ffs thing mean? [/QUOTE]

You mean what DOES - not "dose"

ffs means For Fuck Sake.....

Have you thought about talking to your parents, and having them call your doctor? 

What about a school counselor if you don't want to talk to your parents?

You need to get help from a real person in your life, not someone you sort of know on the internet.

What about a school Counsellors
if you don't want to talk to your parents?
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Schools in the UK don’t have Counsellors, at least they didn't 8 or 9 years ago when i was last at school.

emrabt wrote: What about a school Counsellors
if you don't want to talk to your parents?
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Schools in the UK don’t have Counsellors, at least they didn't 8 or 9 years ago when i was last at school.

they do, ive been to see one once, well, twise, but it didnt help :( it just made me feel worse

You seriously do need to see a doctor, IMMEDIATELY.

Please take an overdose. Please.

Rick wrote: Please take an overdose. Please.

ffs wise up . How would you like someone telling your 13 year old daughter or sister to take a overdose?  

There really needs to be some sort of moderation on Queenzone. The owner, and some of the contributers, are really asking for trouble with topics like this, and some of the replies made.

I don't think you have to worry that the girl will take Rick's advice - she is too smart to be a thirteen year old  ;-)

awwwwwwwwww, thanks tcc :) <3

Holly2003 wrote: Rick wrote: Please take an overdose. Please.

ffs wise up . How would you like someone telling your 13 year old daughter or sister to take a overdose?  

There really needs to be some sort of moderation on Queenzone. The owner, and some of the contributers, are really asking for trouble with topics like this, and some of the replies made.

I have been here since 2004, so please, don't tell me to wise up. I've seen these attention seekers come and go. It's called trolling in Internet terms.

Rick wrote: Holly2003 wrote: Rick wrote: Please take an overdose. Please.

ffs wise up . How would you like someone telling your 13 year old daughter or sister to take a overdose?  

There really needs to be some sort of moderation on Queenzone. The owner, and some of the contributers, are really asking for trouble with topics like this, and some of the replies made.

I have been here since 2004, so please, don't tell me to wise up. I've seen these attention seekers come and go. It's called trolling in Internet terms.
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And if she's not just an attention seeker?

im not an attention seeker, im just realy shy, so i come online to ask for help because im to scared to say the words and to someone i dont know like a doctor its scary, i dont talk much if at all, i can talk to friends, but i cant tell them in words that i might have an addiction, so how do i tell a doctor, i suck at talkin, i cant make conversation, i cant look people in the face because im to scared, not so long ago at school if i looked anyone in the face theyd totly flip out and go crazy and tell me not to look at them because they dont want my ugly face lookin at them, so i hardly ever go out places, and i cant talk to people, or have a conversation, i get scared and go totaly blank and dont know what to say or what facial expressions to pull, i just dont understand it, i wish i did,
i come and ask u guys because i thought since there are SOO many Queenzoners there must be someone on here who has been through the same as me, and i thought if theyd got out of it its a great idea to ask, it aint hurtin anyone so why do u have to flip out, im asking for help not critisisation!
i always talk better online because i get to plan out what i say before saying it and i dont have to worry about tone of voice, facial  expressions and all that lot, im trying to be good at converstions, but its hard, u try being picked on for years to teh point where u cant look people in they face then dare have a conversation, u loose all ability to have a conversation, and it bloody sucks!

lifetimefanofqueen wrote: im not an attention seeker, im just realy shy, so i come online to ask for help because im to scared to say the words and to someone i dont know like a doctor its scary, i dont talk much if at all, i can talk to friends, but i cant tell them in words that i might have an addiction, so how do i tell a doctor, i suck at talkin, i cant make conversation, i cant look people in the face because im to scared, not so long ago at school if i looked anyone in the face theyd totly flip out and go crazy and tell me not to look at them because they dont want my ugly face lookin at them, so i hardly ever go out places, and i cant talk to people, or have a conversation, i get scared and go totaly blank and dont know what to say or what facial expressions to pull, i just dont understand it, i wish i did,
i come and ask u guys because i thought since there are SOO many Queenzoners there must be someone on here who has been through the same as me, and i thought if theyd got out of it its a great idea to ask, it aint hurtin anyone so why do u have to flip out, im asking for help not critisisation!
i always talk better online because i get to plan out what i say before saying it and i dont have to worry about tone of voice, facial  expressions and all that lot, im trying to be good at converstions, but its hard, u try being picked on for years to teh point where u cant look people in they face then dare have a conversation, u loose all ability to have a conversation, and it bloody sucks!
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The people here who rightly point out that they're unqualified to give you medical advice would do well to remember they're equally unqualified to diagnose you as 'an attention seeker'.  I've never thought of you as that ever, and I genuinely like and appreciate most of your contributions here.  I think  those contributions are very often unique and interesting and fun, and in so much that all of our posts reflect us as people, that makes you unique and interesting and fun as well.  Don't ever forget that.

But some topics are just not usually very good for the internet, and unfortunately this is one of them.  I do understand why it feels like a good idea from your perspective as you explained it beautifully, but asking about medication and use of it that sounds dangerous is going to make people really nervous and uneasy.  It would be really, really irresponsible for any of us to attempt to advise you about something like this, and even though I know you don't mean to Julia, even asking puts us all in a bit of a bad spot.  Both answering and not answering feels wrong, and the fact that you are young and we are adults makes it scarier because we really could get in a lot of trouble for doing or saying what turned out to be the wrong thing. I hope you might be able to trust me that while your question was really, really important, and needs to be asked for sure to one of the adults in your life at home, asking it here is just not a good idea for either you or for us.

Why don't your write your question and your feelings about it in a letter form for your doctor or your parents?  That way you've had a good part of the conversation already in a way that you're good at.  It might make you smile to know that whether you're 13 like you, or 43 like me, there are always going to be things that are hard to do because they make you feel scared or shy or nervous.  And you know what?  It's never as bad as you think it's going to be and you're almost always really glad you did it.  Anyway, I think it's OK for me to say that no matter what you decide to do about communicating, it's really, really important that you only use your medication exactly as it was prescribed.  And if you feel it's not really helping you as prescribed, well that would be an important thing to include in your letter too.  

Keep rockin' Queen girl :)

awww, thank you greatfulfan :) some of the people on here are realy realy nice, and you are one of them along with some others who commented,  thank you for the help and advise :) i realy appreatiate it so much, daym im actualy lost for words :')