me in one word? thats impossible!
*does diva strut*
im completely comfortable being me. i honestly dont give a shit what people think of me.
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i am me no matter wat anybody says. i am wierd but so wat lol!!!were all wierd deep inside ;)
Wine is the essence of me. Preferably red, more preferably Pinot Noir.
[QUOTE][QUOTENAME]Lester Burnham wrote: [/QUOTENAME]Wine is the essence of me. Preferably red, more preferably Pinot Noir.[/QUOTE]
Cherry Limeade is the essence of me. Preferably icy, more preferably from Sonic.
Cherry Limeade is the essence of me. Preferably icy, more preferably from Sonic.
[QUOTE][QUOTENAME]Erin wrote: [/QUOTENAME][QUOTE][QUOTENAME]Lester Burnham wrote: [/QUOTENAME]Wine is the essence of me. Preferably red, more preferably Pinot Noir.[/QUOTE]
Cherry Limeade is the essence of me. Preferably icy, more preferably from Sonic.[/QUOTE]
Y'know, I've seen tons of Sonic commercials in the Philly area, but the closest one I've seen is in Virginia. What the hell, Sonic.
Cherry Limeade is the essence of me. Preferably icy, more preferably from Sonic.[/QUOTE]
Y'know, I've seen tons of Sonic commercials in the Philly area, but the closest one I've seen is in Virginia. What the hell, Sonic.
[QUOTE][QUOTENAME]Lester Burnham wrote: [/QUOTENAME]Y'know, I've seen tons of Sonic commercials in the Philly area, but the closest one I've seen is in Virginia. What the hell, Sonic.[/QUOTE]
I guess Sonic doesn't like Yankees. ;-)
I guess Sonic doesn't like Yankees. ;-)
hmm... what makes me... me. (good question, jessie!)
as you all know, i am a 16 year old pain in the rear end to most of the people who know me. and... my essence is... well it depends on how you look at it. body and soul, maybe. or if you're talking about personality in itself, for those who don't super know me, i am a sarcastic twat. yeah. that's pretty much the whole essence of me.
i do know my brain is color purple... according to blogthings.
and to my parents, i am a hermit. to my classmates, i am an emo kid who listens to gay emo crap and cuts herself, just because my hair rocks. :P
as you all know, i am a 16 year old pain in the rear end to most of the people who know me. and... my essence is... well it depends on how you look at it. body and soul, maybe. or if you're talking about personality in itself, for those who don't super know me, i am a sarcastic twat. yeah. that's pretty much the whole essence of me.
i do know my brain is color purple... according to blogthings.
and to my parents, i am a hermit. to my classmates, i am an emo kid who listens to gay emo crap and cuts herself, just because my hair rocks. :P
I CAN DO THE CHICKEN DANCE
I won't deny it, in a certain way, I DO care about what people think.
Although I'm a person who talks a lot and loves to get into other people's business, it takes me a lot to talk to a stranger. It's easy for me to ask for information on the street, but you won't see me, let's say, talking to someone in at the doctor's waiting room.
Then, someone breaks the ice, I won't just show exactly who I am. If while talking to a friend sometimes I seem to speak faster than I think, while talking to a stranger I tend to think carefully before giving any revelant information, to check if what I'm about to say will ruin the image I'm trying to make the person have of me or if it'll make the image stronger.
But it's not like only strangers, but also some people who I just don't think that will like my "real self". I just act "natural" among friends and among people whose friendship I don't need and who I KNOW that won't be able to go and spoil my image to other people. My parents aren't people I trust totally. My father, for example, thinks I'll only look for a girlfriend after I finish studying, because I wanna dedicate all my time now to my studies, and in the spare time I wanna rest a bit, not give someone else attention. On the other hands, my friends KNOW that my "I wanna go to England when I finish school because they have good Biotechnology universities, while in Brazil it would take me many years studying Biology first and then doing lots of extra studying" talk is pure bullshit, and the only reason why I wanna go there as soon as possible instead of doing a good Uni here first and then going there is because of a girl. In a certain way, it's not like I'm AFRAID of not being liked, it's more like my way to get advantages from people. If someone can be useful but some of my ideas go against this person's ideas, I'll show him/her only the aspects about me that he/she would find positive. It just doesn't work among my friends, the real close ones, because I trust them enough to know that no matter what I do or say, they'll still be my friends. In this case, count as "friends" a very small group of like 5 or 6 people in real life, another small group of people who I don't know in real life (but who I trust as much as I trust my "real" friends) and "that girl from London". Like I said before, I also ain't afraid of being myself near strangers who don't make me feel like I'm losing something by acting natural near them. That's why I'm posting all this shit here right now. If there were people from school, for example, who were Queen fans and visited QZ regulary, I'd never post this here.
About my looks, I hardly care at all. I used to care a lot, used to feel really unsafe. I used to think I was too ugly, and used to keep my haircut the way my parents suggested, and wear only what people suggested/gave me. If I went out with my parents, we stopped by a shop and my mum found some clothes that she found cool and offered me, I'd just say "yes". On the other hand, I'd never ask for clothes I found cool. And to be honest, I didn't really know what I really liked.
Nowadays I wear what I like, and I ignore all the negative comments I get about my hair (which I get daily at school). When I was beginning to grow my hair, I used to get a bit upset with some comments. Nowadays I don't really get sad or anything, it just pisses me off when some people think they have the right to touch it, pull it, put things on it, and when I complain, they say it's "too big" or "not normal", as if I was doing something wrong, imoral, illegal...
Well, that's it, I guess.
Although I'm a person who talks a lot and loves to get into other people's business, it takes me a lot to talk to a stranger. It's easy for me to ask for information on the street, but you won't see me, let's say, talking to someone in at the doctor's waiting room.
Then, someone breaks the ice, I won't just show exactly who I am. If while talking to a friend sometimes I seem to speak faster than I think, while talking to a stranger I tend to think carefully before giving any revelant information, to check if what I'm about to say will ruin the image I'm trying to make the person have of me or if it'll make the image stronger.
But it's not like only strangers, but also some people who I just don't think that will like my "real self". I just act "natural" among friends and among people whose friendship I don't need and who I KNOW that won't be able to go and spoil my image to other people. My parents aren't people I trust totally. My father, for example, thinks I'll only look for a girlfriend after I finish studying, because I wanna dedicate all my time now to my studies, and in the spare time I wanna rest a bit, not give someone else attention. On the other hands, my friends KNOW that my "I wanna go to England when I finish school because they have good Biotechnology universities, while in Brazil it would take me many years studying Biology first and then doing lots of extra studying" talk is pure bullshit, and the only reason why I wanna go there as soon as possible instead of doing a good Uni here first and then going there is because of a girl. In a certain way, it's not like I'm AFRAID of not being liked, it's more like my way to get advantages from people. If someone can be useful but some of my ideas go against this person's ideas, I'll show him/her only the aspects about me that he/she would find positive. It just doesn't work among my friends, the real close ones, because I trust them enough to know that no matter what I do or say, they'll still be my friends. In this case, count as "friends" a very small group of like 5 or 6 people in real life, another small group of people who I don't know in real life (but who I trust as much as I trust my "real" friends) and "that girl from London". Like I said before, I also ain't afraid of being myself near strangers who don't make me feel like I'm losing something by acting natural near them. That's why I'm posting all this shit here right now. If there were people from school, for example, who were Queen fans and visited QZ regulary, I'd never post this here.
About my looks, I hardly care at all. I used to care a lot, used to feel really unsafe. I used to think I was too ugly, and used to keep my haircut the way my parents suggested, and wear only what people suggested/gave me. If I went out with my parents, we stopped by a shop and my mum found some clothes that she found cool and offered me, I'd just say "yes". On the other hand, I'd never ask for clothes I found cool. And to be honest, I didn't really know what I really liked.
Nowadays I wear what I like, and I ignore all the negative comments I get about my hair (which I get daily at school). When I was beginning to grow my hair, I used to get a bit upset with some comments. Nowadays I don't really get sad or anything, it just pisses me off when some people think they have the right to touch it, pull it, put things on it, and when I complain, they say it's "too big" or "not normal", as if I was doing something wrong, imoral, illegal...
Well, that's it, I guess.
[QUOTE][QUOTENAME]Nathan wrote: [/QUOTENAME][QUOTE][QUOTENAME]<font color="#FF00FF">its_a_hard_life wrote: [/QUOTENAME]Yeah I agree with everything you said Megan. Especially how you said, you like to take some timeout and be alone. I get that sometimes. I'm not some hermit though. :-D
I have no problems with who I am. I think it's others who have the problem. That's what I'm trying to say. [/QUOTE]
Why should they have a problem Jess? You are a fantastic person. (And that comes from a guy who never lies.)[/QUOTE]
Thanks. :-)
I don't know why. People judge me too quickly, I guess. They look at how I dress and they think they've sussed me out already.
I have no problems with who I am. I think it's others who have the problem. That's what I'm trying to say. [/QUOTE]
Why should they have a problem Jess? You are a fantastic person. (And that comes from a guy who never lies.)[/QUOTE]
Thanks. :-)
I don't know why. People judge me too quickly, I guess. They look at how I dress and they think they've sussed me out already.
What makes my essence???
Maybe some people know me a bit better than others here. I am just a simple girl I think.
In fact: I am a very outgoing person and I like to talk with people a lot. I am not shy in that matter, I'm more shy in other aspects like for instance hitting on guys. I mean I have this case of my co-worker, everytime I talk with him I turn red all of the sudden, but oh well...
Besides that I'm very into going out and travel now. I'm preparing my trip to Holland and I'm planning some vacations here with Tijn and Rick. And I have plans to go to other places so it's very exciting.
I like my work: I like to talk with customers, but sometimes it annoys me the fact that they get like so angry and it's not your fault, I try to make them understand all the time, and if they seem to get even worse, I hung up, I swear!!!
Besides that I love my family even when they don't understand me. I miss them like hell. Every time I hear The Beatles I get the feeling that I need my dad to talk about it. And I need my mom cooking a lot lately :P.
About my looks: I'm a bit fat now, but besides that I think I'm normal. I'm not a goddess, but I'm not ugly either. If some guys like me that's an answer for my no-ugliness (xD). But I don't feel like I'm extremely pretty, and I like that 'cuz the flawless doesn't exists in this world.
The others can have any kinds of opinions about me, but it's what I think about me that counts I think :)
Maybe some people know me a bit better than others here. I am just a simple girl I think.
In fact: I am a very outgoing person and I like to talk with people a lot. I am not shy in that matter, I'm more shy in other aspects like for instance hitting on guys. I mean I have this case of my co-worker, everytime I talk with him I turn red all of the sudden, but oh well...
Besides that I'm very into going out and travel now. I'm preparing my trip to Holland and I'm planning some vacations here with Tijn and Rick. And I have plans to go to other places so it's very exciting.
I like my work: I like to talk with customers, but sometimes it annoys me the fact that they get like so angry and it's not your fault, I try to make them understand all the time, and if they seem to get even worse, I hung up, I swear!!!
Besides that I love my family even when they don't understand me. I miss them like hell. Every time I hear The Beatles I get the feeling that I need my dad to talk about it. And I need my mom cooking a lot lately :P.
About my looks: I'm a bit fat now, but besides that I think I'm normal. I'm not a goddess, but I'm not ugly either. If some guys like me that's an answer for my no-ugliness (xD). But I don't feel like I'm extremely pretty, and I like that 'cuz the flawless doesn't exists in this world.
The others can have any kinds of opinions about me, but it's what I think about me that counts I think :)
What can I say about myself.
I'm a calm person, too much of a thinker sometimes. And I do care about what others think of me. That's why I'm always fighting for becoming someone.
I can be quite stubborn with certain things. If I believe that my way is the right way, only a few people can change my mind.
Beside that, I'm quite ambitious. I always want to win or to make something good of what I do. Not only to convince other people, but also for myself. That's just me. If you do it, do it good.
I see myself as an all-rounder. I can play footy fairly good, am a good coach, I'm quite good in my work as a programmer and I believe I'm more than an average writer. But in non of these things I'm extremely talented...
Beside that, I can be very sensitive. I've almost always been strong, emotionally.. but I found out lately that some things can turn me really down. Especially when you try really hard to make things work, and you slowly lose the grip without being able to change the situation.
I've learned to give my opinion. I'm not afraid to speak in front of groups of people, or to say my opinion to people of higher ranks. I am who I am. And not who someone else wants me to be.
I'm a calm person, too much of a thinker sometimes. And I do care about what others think of me. That's why I'm always fighting for becoming someone.
I can be quite stubborn with certain things. If I believe that my way is the right way, only a few people can change my mind.
Beside that, I'm quite ambitious. I always want to win or to make something good of what I do. Not only to convince other people, but also for myself. That's just me. If you do it, do it good.
I see myself as an all-rounder. I can play footy fairly good, am a good coach, I'm quite good in my work as a programmer and I believe I'm more than an average writer. But in non of these things I'm extremely talented...
Beside that, I can be very sensitive. I've almost always been strong, emotionally.. but I found out lately that some things can turn me really down. Especially when you try really hard to make things work, and you slowly lose the grip without being able to change the situation.
I've learned to give my opinion. I'm not afraid to speak in front of groups of people, or to say my opinion to people of higher ranks. I am who I am. And not who someone else wants me to be.
[QUOTE][QUOTENAME]<font color="#FF00FF">its_a_hard_life wrote: [/QUOTENAME][QUOTE][QUOTENAME]Nathan wrote: [/QUOTENAME][QUOTE][QUOTENAME]<font color="#FF00FF">its_a_hard_life wrote: [/QUOTENAME]Yeah I agree with everything you said Megan. Especially how you said, you like to take some timeout and be alone. I get that sometimes. I'm not some hermit though. :-D
I have no problems with who I am. I think it's others who have the problem. That's what I'm trying to say. [/QUOTE]
Why should they have a problem Jess? You are a fantastic person. (And that comes from a guy who never lies.)[/QUOTE]
Thanks. :-)
I don't know why. People judge me too quickly, I guess. They look at how I dress and they think they've sussed me out already. [/QUOTE]
you remind me of ME at your age with the way you are speaking but i never looked good in womens clothes,i just dont have nice ankles :-]
on a serious note;theres nothing WRONG with being different to the masses.be a rebel and show your individuality.you will be surprised how far this will get you in the long run.it's not done me any harm and if you feel intimidated by what others think of you its because they have a "closed" mind and are scared and annoyed that they cannot be that "free" with themselves and blokes really do dig a girl who's not afraid to express themselves.it shows a strong character.be the shepherd not the flock..
jox
I have no problems with who I am. I think it's others who have the problem. That's what I'm trying to say. [/QUOTE]
Why should they have a problem Jess? You are a fantastic person. (And that comes from a guy who never lies.)[/QUOTE]
Thanks. :-)
I don't know why. People judge me too quickly, I guess. They look at how I dress and they think they've sussed me out already. [/QUOTE]
you remind me of ME at your age with the way you are speaking but i never looked good in womens clothes,i just dont have nice ankles :-]
on a serious note;theres nothing WRONG with being different to the masses.be a rebel and show your individuality.you will be surprised how far this will get you in the long run.it's not done me any harm and if you feel intimidated by what others think of you its because they have a "closed" mind and are scared and annoyed that they cannot be that "free" with themselves and blokes really do dig a girl who's not afraid to express themselves.it shows a strong character.be the shepherd not the flock..
jox
you know what's so cool? people are actually semi-opening up! :D that's what i notice, at least. well, what i said about myself in my earlier post was serious. but my friends know me. i never talk in a serious way, even if what i'm trying to convey is serious. get it? :P
[QUOTE][QUOTENAME]<font color="#FF00FF">its_a_hard_life wrote: [/QUOTENAME][QUOTE][QUOTENAME]Nathan wrote: [/QUOTENAME][QUOTE][QUOTENAME]<font color="#FF00FF">its_a_hard_life wrote: [/QUOTENAME]Yeah I agree with everything you said Megan. Especially how you said, you like to take some timeout and be alone. I get that sometimes. I'm not some hermit though. :-D
I have no problems with who I am. I think it's others who have the problem. That's what I'm trying to say. [/QUOTE]
Why should they have a problem Jess? You are a fantastic person. (And that comes from a guy who never lies.)[/QUOTE]
Thanks. :-)
I don't know why. People judge me too quickly, I guess. They look at how I dress and they think they've sussed me out already. [/QUOTE]
i agree. most people over here think i'm either emo or lesbian, but i'm not. duh. you know me, right? i'm the farthest thing from those.
I have no problems with who I am. I think it's others who have the problem. That's what I'm trying to say. [/QUOTE]
Why should they have a problem Jess? You are a fantastic person. (And that comes from a guy who never lies.)[/QUOTE]
Thanks. :-)
I don't know why. People judge me too quickly, I guess. They look at how I dress and they think they've sussed me out already. [/QUOTE]
i agree. most people over here think i'm either emo or lesbian, but i'm not. duh. you know me, right? i'm the farthest thing from those.